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Tue, 17 Feb 2009 15:25:06 GMT

Dear new readers,

Very sorry, but the bulk of my livejournal account is friends only. Why? Because there are some things I won't write about family and friends for the public perusal of all.

Feel free the go to my public blog. It's moderated, but only a bit. There you can find my bibliography and more about me than you'd probably ever like to know.

-Autumn

Yuna Doing The Weasel War Dance

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 21:06:12 GMT

So cute. Little pink ferret nose! It's insane and furry! I want to put it in my shirt!

Sat, 09 Feb 2002 04:33:18 GMT

I had a lot of fun tonight!! Dinner with Lisa and Jenn was great! Then we went over to Jenn's room and watched X-men. After that we talked a lot, laughed a lot, and lisa played MASH. Ya know that game where you find out which guy you end up with and where you live and stuff?

Hmm I gotta think about some stuff. I know I'm a nice person but I can only put up with so much. I may have to move. We'll see.

Anyway. I'm gonna get my work done and try to relax this weekend. I can't wait till Jason gets here. SOON!!! ^^

A Blueberry Muffin is Silent

Fri, 08 Feb 2002 17:14:46 GMT

pretty words lacerating your insignificant babbles......
Garbed in royalties purple you slander with petty lies....... and dab poet?s sorrows around your misguided eyes....... Secrets lines bear the burden of your translucent truths.

A tiny thing sugar sweet grooming a beast named ridicule whose eyes flash sparks of brilliant rage..... Transgressions come and go launched forth in pathetic cruelties or silence, to be sucked up and burdened behind a clever articulate phrases and a scholars careful diction....

A puppet to her own blood red defenses.....

A beast nestled on her shoulders spits novelties into her fancy well thought out insincerities..........

Despite it all, I can love her still.................

Fri, 08 Feb 2002 16:58:13 GMT

pardon my spelling/grammer/typos..thnk you :P

Fri, 08 Feb 2002 16:57:02 GMT

I am an person that is easy to get along with
I accept differences in people and try to have faith in their good side even if they can be...
rude...
inconsiderate bitches...

I tend not to care about my apperance
One day I will die and it will matter little if every hair was in place, or if my cltohing fit me nicely and cost more money then such shallow frivolous items are worth
One day I am going to rot, or be burnt

What matters is the fact that maybe one person will care. That maybe just one person will smile at the thought of you.

(Thinks of Jason's last post here) People want to live in their dark lonely thought. There is the false illusion that being alone, hurting, depressive, angry, and deep make you a more meaningful person. A better person?

What makes people Good, meaningful and so on is based on how they treat others!

So I will continue to ignore people's rudeness, and inconsiderate thoughtless behavior, as well as their selfishness, and see only what I love about them.

I will remember you and smile.

Fri, 11 Jan 2002 02:47:24 GMT

My head hurts.
The lights on the computer are making me feel like vomiting
and my boyfriend said I look like a fish in my new Lj pic.

I'm a fish!! look at me blow bubbles... yippeeeeeee

Thu, 10 Jan 2002 14:33:32 GMT

I'm trying out bitter poetry by the way

Empty Words and Soulful Sighs

Thu, 10 Jan 2002 14:32:14 GMT

Just the other day I saw you walking straight to hell
I raised my hand
You said that you were doing rather well
I called your name
but you were lost on lover's lane
I chased after you up a hill
We both fell down and broke our good girl crowns before drowning our good sense in a pail of piss

Blinded Cruelty

Thu, 10 Jan 2002 14:25:42 GMT

Paint insubstantial wings on plaster walls.
Pace the pain
She has a pretty angel face
Sugar mist in her blue veins
She swallowed the world
It rots in her gut
Take advantage like a bitch in heat
She?s nothing but your little slut

Romance is a smart veneer
Love a well meant lie
Beauty lies between girl?s legs
Love?s an honest lie

Tue, 25 Dec 2001 14:25:40 GMT

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Tue, 25 Dec 2001 04:04:34 GMT

Guns and Roses
"Patience"

Shed a tear 'cause I'm missin' you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt
You're in my heart now

Said, woman, take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All we need is just a little patience
Said, sugar, make it slow
And we come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
(patience)
Mm, yeah

I sit here on the stairs
'Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now
I'll wait, dear
Sometimes I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
But you know, love
There's one more thing to consider

Said, woman, take it slow
And things will be just fine
You and I'll just use a little patience
Said, sugar, take the time
'Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes
To make it, We won't fake it,
I'll never break it
'cause I can't take it

(whistle)
...little patience, mm yeah, mm yeah
need a little patience, yeah
just a little patience, yeah
some more patience, yeah
need some patience, yeah
could use some patience, yeah
gotta have some patience, yeah
all it takes is patience,
just a little patience
is all you need *

I BEEN WALKIN' THE STREETS AT NIGHT
JUST TRYIN' TO GET IT RIGHT
HARD TO SEE WITH SO MANY AROUND
YOU KNOW I DON'T LIKE
BEING STUCK IN THE CROWD
AND THE STREETS DON'T CHANGE
BUT BABY THE NAME
I AIN'T GOT TIME FOR THE GAME
'CAUSE I NEED YOU
YEAH, YEAH, BUT I NEED YOU
OO, I NEED YOU
WHOA, I NEED YOU
OO, ALL THIS TIME **

Sugar Loaf

Sat, 22 Dec 2001 23:36:47 GMT

Walking through small shops. Freezing my ass off. (god forbid anything but that) A hot drink and then in the car I finally cracked a smile at the thought of you. It was a funny thought indeed.

*hysterical giggles*

Charyou tree.....

Sat, 22 Dec 2001 19:09:20 GMT

Who put the Rook's Skull on my lap?! It you you wasn't it?! You did it! YOU!

Come Reap...Come Reap...Come Reap..

Bird and Bear and Hare and Fish. Give my love his fondest wish!

Sat, 22 Dec 2001 00:31:29 GMT

I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 21 Dec 2001 14:36:50 GMT

The dog washing shall take place with Autumn wearing only her underwear. Anyone want front row seats?
It is garenteed to be a brutal match with much water, lather, reek of wet mut, and a cursing nearly naked girl. The show starts in an hour. Do attend.

Fri, 21 Dec 2001 14:33:54 GMT

Friday morning..
I get to look forward to giving the dogs a bath
That is my only plan for the day
Someone kill me now
Hell would be more interesting than this...

Erin get home!!!

Thu, 20 Dec 2001 20:04:44 GMT

In my silent darkening room
Music is pulsing through me from the speakers
Infused
I can see my face looming from the black of the dead screen
green paint
mixing shades of green for the wall
Vibrating with emotion.
Restless
Staggering
Imprisoned
My eyes hurt
I need a distraction

Wed, 19 Dec 2001 03:11:47 GMT

my new pic makes me look like a vampire. neat

Tue, 18 Dec 2001 20:20:28 GMT

Okay i changed my mind. i don't like being alone. It's too damn quiet here! I already feel myself going crazy in this stupid house! I guess I need to make myself call people. I want to go back to school......

First day Home

Tue, 18 Dec 2001 17:35:10 GMT

I am alone REALLY ALONE for the first tiem since September....ahhhhhhh

Going home...

Mon, 17 Dec 2001 20:00:53 GMT

I don't really want to go. The thought is depressing. Maybe it's the rain and the fact that my heater left awhile ago!!!! (I want to snuggle! I want to snuggle!!)
Ugh..a month at home....sigh sigh sigh

I am exhasted. I went with very little sleep and food this weekend, but a large serving of Jason!

Damn this weather. I want some snow....:(

Mon, 10 Dec 2001 02:01:48 GMT

what do I know...nothing at all..what do I know..nothing at all...
I know the sound my shoes make crushing melting snow.
I know that the cold on my face makes me think of that awkward first kiss.

scattered.....
The house haunts me. I have bad dreams about that place. do you remeber when I was afraid to look out that window. The one that brought my eyes up to the empty field?
Do you still have the photos of me crying and laughing with a cheese danish in my hand? I was so crazy then.

The snow makes me think of snow mobiling. feezing our asses off all day, my muscles aching from moving that damn stubborn machine everytime it got stuck over freak'in roots. Steph making us something while we sat on the stools.

Or how about that first winter that really mattered. When I had my first real hot chocolate, and real made whipped cream, and we all dug snow fortress in the drifts by amanda's garage.

why do things become clearer as they fade?

I WANNA PLAY IN THE SNOW!!!!!!!!

Walking today I felt myself become animated, like a goast of myself settling on my face again, and sinking into my skull. But it isn't like it was. I made that part of me less when we stopped being friends and I became more the other. I don't want the past again, I just want its magic.

Look at how many memories snow and the cold can give me!!!!!!! YAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Sat, 08 Dec 2001 23:58:31 GMT

ugh....I don't like the way I'm feeling
MAKE me feel better~~~~

Fri, 07 Dec 2001 18:28:56 GMT

I WANNA GIVE JASON A BIG KISSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! MAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!